Bismillah,
Assalamualaikum.
My life doesn’t feel the same anymore. She’s uncomplete
me. She’s leaving. Day by day, she’s gone further and further away. It hurts to
think all the memories that we’ve been through together. If I could think about
it, why she’s not? I’m broke. I can’t stop thinking about her in my every
single day. She’s the one who completed me and now she’s gone. Eventhough I’ve
try my best to forget her, It just not feel right. My heart won’t accept the
fate that she’s not mine anymore. My heart collapse when she’s happy with
another guy. I know that he’s perfect and much better than me but will he love
you the way I do? Will he treat you the way I do? Will he do anything just to
make you happy? If he does, he’s the best guy for you.
You’ve put me in the highest part of your heart once, and
I’m praying that you’ll do the same someday. For me, this is not the end for
us. This might be a short getaway for both of us or it might be the long one.
You’re just need a time to be happy with others and you drag me into the same
situation. To be ignore by you is not what I’m asking for but this is the fate
and I’ve to accept the reality that you’re happy on the other side.
To be honest, I miss you. I miss every single words that
came from your mouth. I miss your voice. I miss your laugh. I miss the way we
talk to each other. I miss your tease. I miss everything about you. Will it be
the same after this? This is the only way how I express my feelings towards
you. I just don’t want to disturb your new life with my problems. Missing you
badly.
Amira, please take a good care of yourself. I’m worried
about you. I don’t want bad things happen to you. I’ll keep praying for you
right here. I’ll make sure that you will always happy in your life. You are the
greatest thing that ever encountered in my life and I won’t let anyone to take
you away from me. I may be not be with you all the time but you are never out
of my heart and my mind.
I miss you sweetheart,
Syahmi Ahmad.
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